So, as life has it, there is constant change. I think that is what keeps all of us going. No matter how much some people "hate" change, it will happen. With that being said, I cut off some of my hair, went a little more blonde, and got some pep in my step.
For those that really know me, you know that I dislike being "vulnerable" in any sense, but these days I tend to find myself just that. But for those that are willing to put up with it, I appreciate it. Also, things are looking brighter than what they used to. I seem to have found certain things in my life, whether tangible or a figure of speech.
I wanted to say that I am a positive person. It is not a front. It is just who I am. I will never ask for forgiveness for that, nor do I expect anyone to ask that of me. However, I am also a very analytical person and at times I dissect conversations or actions to the smallest detail. Call it insecurity, call it wacky, call it whatever you may want. Sometimes I can turn it off and sometimes I cannot. Sometimes I spend the nights tossing and turning trying to turn my brain off.
With that said though, I am glad to have the friends that I have, whether they have been around for a while or a new extension. I am truly a blessed person. Having these friends leaves me feeling less of the need for affirmation that I will succeed. I can see it in their facial expressions or hear it in their voices when they speak to me. Again, THANK YOU.